We're The Millers: Team Kendyn

In honor of October 15 which is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day....

Bill, Reagan, and I were joined by family members and friends as we remembered Kendyn, our precious first born, on Saturday, October 7 by attending "A Walk to Remember" at Washington Park in Springfield.

This event includes music that brings tears to your eyes, poems and speeches being read from others who have experienced similar losses, all babies' names being read while their parents and family members place a pinwheel in the Garden of Dreams, a balloon release
and a walk around the park.

Most importantly, this walk is a gathering of people who've all experienced similar losses. It's very powerful to see this many families come together to remember all those babies who earned their angel wings much to soon.

Very soon after losing Kendyn, I felt so alone knowing that I had Bill and an army full of people behind me to help but I just felt that nothing could fill the void in my heart and my arms... Attending this walk last year was very, very hard but it gave me comfort knowing there were so many others walking the road along side me...

So thankful my sister made Reagan a shirt "My sister has wings"

This year, the walk was easier on my heart because I could look at Reagan and be so very thankful for the miracle of our Rainbow Baby, but it still made me wish I had 2 girls in my arms.